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Perfectionism!
Try to be perfect?
Everyone wants to be perfect.perfect in term of personalities,work,house,life style make all of them busy make over things and thangs.huhu.but what is the perfectionism?hey2 im also the one that always wanted to be perfect all the time although I know that im not perfect!sometimes,the jealousy appears everytime I am looking at the cute person..ok im not cute!and the common thing that trigger my he jealousy is excellent in study. A long2 time ago,I was on the top but now? I am trying hard to study,to understand thing but everytime I tried I am only far2 away from that….that the thing that make me feel very down all the time…my frens once said that,’yu kau tak payah nak jadi perfect sgt.blja smart2 sudah yang penting kau tau macam mane nak bahagikan mase kau’ hell yeah im quite agree but I cant.owh GOD I hate of feeling such a loser,I hate of feeling the failure and I hate to feel that I am useless..but they are haunting me rite now..im missing of the feeling that I can get all the subjects!memorised everything..but I cant rite now…I donno what to do….owhhhh dilemma of being PERFECT!