Perfectionism!
Try to be perfect?
Everyone wants to be perfect.perfect in term of personalities,work,house,life style make all of them busy make over things and thangs.huhu.but what is the perfectionism?hey2 im also the one that always wanted to be perfect all the time although I know that im not perfect!sometimes,the jealousy appears everytime I am looking at the cute person..ok im not cute!and the common thing that trigger my he jealousy is excellent in study. A long2 time ago,I was on the top but now? I am trying hard to study,to understand thing but everytime I tried I am only far2 away from that….that the thing that make me feel very down all the time…my frens once said that,’yu kau tak payah nak jadi perfect sgt.blja smart2 sudah yang penting kau tau macam mane nak bahagikan mase kau’ hell yeah im quite agree but I cant.owh GOD I hate of feeling such a loser,I hate of feeling the failure and I hate to feel that I am useless..but they are haunting me rite now..im missing of the feeling that I can get all the subjects!memorised everything..but I cant rite now…I donno what to do….owhhhh dilemma of being PERFECT!
1 comment:
nobody is perfect, i am the perfect example
dilemma in living the past glory is hell of a feeling, trust me, i feel that, a lot, and yet my situation is worse
shame, is the main thing that keeps me in dilemma, when i see others start working their own career, walking in their dreams but i'm still crawling to find my own way, my own destiny
yet those others is the one that always thought me i'm born brilliant, and genius, which doesn't make any sense looking in my situation which is i'm a perfect example of utter loser
things that keep my sanity in check, is i'm not trying to live on what others expecting, or living my past glory, but rather to live on what i want to be.
hard? believe me, i've been trying for years and it still sucks as ever
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