huh....

when talk bout dis i feel really stuck,jammed and so on..
when the time is arrive,i feel really wanna die..
arghh...no one knows what im facing of..
huh..no one....

frankly speaking....
hello do you know who iam....
i am uncapable person...
who doesnt have anything...
even the thing that u asked...
i am the person that oweys being in trouble when talk bout that...
im really do not know what to do...
i hate dat thing..
that thing that will make me annoying myself...
because i dont have dat...
oh people...
please understand me...
huh......

only GOD knows bout my life..
my family...
my house..
im starving..
in the middle of food function..
can u grab that...?
no...
because all of u do not in my shoes..
in hate that thing!!!!

because of that thing..
i think that i am very poor..
useless...
loserss....
very bad...
uncapable...
and....
shamed....

its the time...
to settle all the thing..
and i still dont know how to get that thing...
forgive me my friend.. i dont have that things..
but...
what ur opinion towards me after dis...
i am so ashamed with myself...
huh=(

its now so complicated..
i dont have that..
but how will i xplain to them..
im really dont have...
what should i do?
what should i say?
where should i ask?
where should i dig?
where should i get?
I CANT...
but can u all understand that...
when it comes about that thing..
no one will understand...
OMG...
its tough 4 me...

should i ask from my mom...?
no...i know she does not has that thing...
my pa?
huh...
only god knows...
so...
where...?
im really stuck...
and once again...
im jammed here!!
its all because...

THAT "THING"....
damn!!!!=(